Thank you good samaritan, all deeds will be repaid! (by the Lord of course, I am just broke ass guy). With that said, my lord and saviour have bestowed upon me a great blessing of repentance, hence I intent on follow it thru. Whether or not I succeed however is another matter. Pray that I might thrive with this endeavour so the Lord will grant me peace and salvation, lest my lust surmount my willpower then my contemptible self will make use of your... gift to grasp at what little happiness I could salvage. God save my soul. Thank you.