Seven years old childhood my ass, there is only pain hate and grief until age of 20 to wake up conscious deep in bloody mud just to overcome ovn weaknesses and grown-up in speed-run ...fresh and redy just to fall into another madnes wich is your everydaylife. Good luck then for with unlucky build that's a mark for loneliness no matter the knowledge faith hardships and action, at the end is not a prize nor a light only cold dark damnation and fiery hate at your heart.
I had a shit childhood as well. Your life only starts when you have control over your life, that means working and paying for your own choices. But that also means that everything from that point on is on you. Do not let your childhood define you, it wasn't your fault, you had no control over your life then. Time to move on and take responsibility for your future.
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